You feel out of breath, used up, and broken down
Just like shattered glass in pieces on the ground
Some days you wanna scream but you can’t make a sound
But your not alone
Here comes another day, here comes another fight
You’d rather give it up then give it one more try
Cause no one understands the way you feel inside
But your not alone
Right now it feels like the end of the world"
All your battles are lost
You’ve been cheated (mistreated)
Just when you think that you can’t hold on any longer
Hold on a little bit longer
Trust me, you’ll see
You’ll be so much STRONGER
— Jennette McCurdy (Stonger)
"White light, sun rise, rose open gates
Love me, Love me not, pulling petals off.
I never escape the thought that you might be coming home You’ve been leading me along the primrose path
I met you long ago when my guard was fully open
And I’m still trying to find that Closure."
— Savannah Outen (Closure)
"It is difficult to bring people to goodness with lessons, but it is easy to do so by example."
— Seneca (via lazyyogi)
"We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time."
— T.S. Eliot (via finegoodsandfinefolks)
Wise words. Brad Pitt about his Lady:
"My girl got sick. She was constantly nervous because of problems at work, personal life, her failures and children. She lost 30 pounds and weighted about 90 pounds. She got very skinny and was constantly crying. She was not a happy woman. She had suffered from continuing headaches, heart pain and jammed nerves in her back and ribs. She did not sleep well, falling asleep only in the mornings and got tired very quickly during the day. Our …tl;drrelationship was on the verge of a break up. Her beauty was leaving her somewhere, she had bags under her eyes, she was poking her head, and stopped taking care of herself. She refused to shoot the films and rejected any role. I lost hope and thought that we’ll get separated soon… But then I decided to act. After all I’ve got the MOST Beautiful Woman on earth. She is the idol of more than half of men and women on earth, and I was the one allowed to fall asleep next to her and to hug her. I began to shower her with flowers, kisses and compliments. I surprised and pleased her every minute. I gave her a lot of gifts and lived just for her. I spoke in public only about her. I incorporated all themes in her direction. I praised her in front of her own and our mutual friends. You won’t believe it, but she blossomed. She became better. She gained weight, was no longer nervous and loved me even more than ever. I had no clue that she CAN love that much.
And then I realized one thing: the woman is the reflection of her man.
If you love her to the point of madness, she will become it.”
Brad Pitt, ladies and gentlemen. Well put. 👏
Let Us Talk: All About Suicide
When you have a problem, you will take your time to mull over it and decide the best solution you can do at hand.
Yet, if you got a series of problems from a snowball effect caused by several things you could hardly mention. And you feel and think that there is no way out and no one will ever care to hear it even empathize with you, you sorted into the most dangerous decision and solution you could ever think of. Suicide.
If you are considering or feels that someone you know or someone you just seem to recognized being suicidal, do not just sit there and imagine what horrible things you or that person could to do to his/her or yourself. Seek help or some advise. Do not just seek help and not be determined to need one. You should also think and consider that there is even one person out there that is willing to hear you out and help you get through your struggles.
All you have to do is pick the right person. Who am I kidding? There is no right person who could help me or even trustworthy.
You are wrong.
You will and can find that very person if you will just let your mind and emotions settle in finding that person. Try vaguely stating things that shows that you are struggling with something and you might need help from him/her. Try to give hints or state the tiniest of your problems, if that person responded in a way that helped you, or made you feel less hopeless, thanked that person.
You can try to venture further and tell that person about the next tiniest of your problems. But you must know that in every problem you have, there might be a one person who could help you see the light you never seen before, yet there are several people who could still help you in each of your problem.
I know some of you might think this as too late or it doesn’t matter anymore.
But pray. Pray to whoever you consider as your creator or God. Pray for some guidance and for a solution that will not lead you in ending your life.
Do not shut yourself out from those people who is willing to help and accept the things that came in being you.
Do not consider that no one cares because they could not understand. They might just seeing you in the way you want them to. You might letting them see that you do not have a huge problem. You should let them take a peek inside your darkest orb.
Take time and a little bit courage to let them understand what you are going through.
Give a little patience in explaining this because you might be struggling but they are also struggling to reach out to you and help you go through whatever you are in.
Never think that it would be better if you wasn’t here.
Never. Attempt. To . Kill. Yourself.
Never. Commit. Suicide.
We are here for you.
HE is always there for you.
There is a person who cares.
People care about you.
As the month of August approaches, I feel a mixture of excitement, determination, and doubt. A new environment, a learning environment where I could not easily do what I used to in my province. I have to learn how to adapt more and to find a person or people who I could rely and trust while striving to finish my desired journey. I hope I could experience a lot more of the good things than the bad.
Why? I tell you why. It is something you have said. That slip of a tongue sort of joke? well, it got into my nerve after several, perhaps a ton of the same kind of jokes you have bombarded me before.
Yeah, that’s why.
What is love?
For me, love is the impending idea that they might get me into an arranged marriage. But I am thinking, maybe if they do, the boy would likely reject me or something. I hope it will. No. It will.